Sams little world

Well past few weeks were tough for me and my family because we lost a dear member( mom’s brother) to covid. It is hard to digest that he doesn’t exist on this planet but still we need to accept and move on and we are constantly trying it.  One thing we understood is no matter how big your sorrow is standing together and sharing ur pain can actually lighten it.  Here's what happened. The place where my mom's sister stays kind of had few covid cases so she decided to send her kids to our place to stay with us until situation gets under control. We were actually freaked out after mama's death so we took covid test and thankfully got it negative. So a month back my aunts kids Azhar(12th grade) and Ashifa(9th grade) came home. In the beginning there was little confusion and trouble in adjusting but as days passed by we became comfortable. We stayed indoors and the only place we went was the terrace to play shuttle everyday and do some photo shoots. I had office work which actu...

  We all are going through a pretty tough time and it’s been hard to digest things happening around me lately. Losing someone close to u and the least expected person is been very hard. I lost my moms brother and few other ppl I know. Seriously have no idea what is God’s plan behind all this but Im having one strong belief that Allah will guide us through this darkest hours and drive all the pain and sad things and this covid virus from this earth. Strongly hope that we all will go out like before without being scared for each others life. We will soon start celebrating life. Until then pray for each others well being and have strong belief and hope we all will get back to being like before. Financially help people who are suffering and talk positive things because there is already too much of sadness and negativity surrounding us all. We will definitely become better and let's pray for it to happen soon😇

Hi to whoever reading this blog. I know its been dead for sometime. Well I don’t want to say reasons because I’m practically living in a loop right now. Loop involves me feeling bad for the current situation I’m in and me trying to get out of it but saying reasons for not doing anything to get out of this and again feeling bad because I’m saying reasons. I know u guys will think I’m mad but maybe few can relate to me. I want to work hard study well and reach a good place but say reasons for not finding time to study in the first place. I figured out why I’m like this and did something to deal with it. Here’s the story. Last Friday night I was extremely stressed because I had to do some work and I was not able to do it because I was freaking out and my brain practically freezed. I decided to shut my system down and try relaxing but seeing texts from ppl who were in need of this work was freaking me out. So I decided to work over the weekend. But here’s the thing I understood no matter h...

I’m fond of making plans everyday. Study plans, trip plans, outing plans with friends etc.. Few things happen the way I plan, few don’t. Last plan I made was a big one regarding how to settle down in life and what to do with my career. I made this plan after my plans of becoming a doctor went into drain because of few reasons and in 4 th  sem of clg I decided to prepare for placements. But my crazy brain came up with an idea. I dint go on to become a doctor because there was lot of money involved with the admission process because I got 10 marks less than the expected score so I was pissed of and was not willing to spend lakhs just because of few marks. One more reason is I dint want to spend soo much for UG. My brain decided to invest this money for my higher studies->MS abroad. I started preparing for GRE and TOEFL and cleared those exams. I applied to universities. I opted out of placements because I wanted to concentrate on these things. Everything was cool until something h...

THE BEGINNING I was freshly out of school and was excited like most of the people about the fake idea I had in my mind regarding college life cheers to the movies I watched and imagined these things. One of the main catalyst was the extreme amount of pressure I dealt with 12th board exams which made think “Haapaa finally I’m going to college I don’t have to study hard anymore.” This is what I got wrong. After this imagination let’s get to the part were I finally selected PSGiTech. I’m from salem so I had to stay in hostel and I was more happy about this because I will finally be independent. We had to choose a number from a bowl and fate decides our room mates. Luckily I got two sweet ones. Everything was fine till this. REALIZATION I waited for 4 months and nothing happened. I started feeling school was more liberal about the timings. We had classes from 8:45 am to 4:30pm and each lecture was 50mins long. The staffs in charge for next hour were waiting 10mins prior the bell rang. Staf...

  I previously owned a moto g6 for the past two years and recently I started seeing flicker in the phone which was like lightning so I decided to get a new one.  I was confused because I dint want to spend much and want to use the same phone for a long time but people who know me will know how bad I'm with smartphones as I lost two phones to water damage before moto g6 out of which one is oneplus3 and I was heart broken after that and decide to spend not more than 10k on a phone. Why I got an iPhone? I wanted a phone which can last for a longtime and have updates. I'm currently working as an iOS dev so an iPhone would be better. I was left with two choices either to get a 20k android phone for better specs which can last long or spend little more and buy an iPhone because there was flipkart sale (iPhone SE 2020 was around 27k-30k). But the problem is SE dint have a good battery and I finally decided to get iPhone XR which was 40k and after applying credit card discounts and ex...

Hi guys. The question is really simple and the answer to it as well. Yes money is pretty much important. There are other philosophy that says money can't buy happiness but what I believe is lack of money can put you into lot of trouble because you need to pay ur bills and if you want things which require capital like a own house... Being able to afford everything you dream is a separate kind of joy but what we need to remember is the process of making money is going to require hard work. If you enjoy the process by doing something you love meanwhile making money out of it then everything is good in life. So don't live in the misconception that money is not important because as important it is to have love/emotions to stay alive so is money as lack of it can bring unnecessary trouble unless you prefer to live in a forest eating fruits on the branches of trees like Tarzan