Sams little world

Hi to whoever reading this blog. I know its been dead for sometime. Well I don’t want to say reasons because I’m practically living in a loop right now. Loop involves me feeling bad for the current situation I’m in and me trying to get out of it but saying reasons for not doing anything to get out of this and again feeling bad because I’m saying reasons. I know u guys will think I’m mad but maybe few can relate to me. I want to work hard study well and reach a good place but say reasons for not finding time to study in the first place. I figured out why I’m like this and did something to deal with it. Here’s the story. Last Friday night I was extremely stressed because I had to do some work and I was not able to do it because I was freaking out and my brain practically freezed. I decided to shut my system down and try relaxing but seeing texts from ppl who were in need of this work was freaking me out. So I decided to work over the weekend. But here’s the thing I understood no matter h...